It has now been a week since I have been in Seaside, Oregon at the All-Star house and while I came here with experience under my belt I am slowly learning that there is still a lot more for me to learn however you have to humble yourself and be willing to be open to new information. This week one thing that we discussed a lot was the concept of permanency..and over the next couple of days I slowly began to question whether or not I really truly have it.

However that didn't last for long because my godmother called me and asked me what we did in training that day and when I told her we talked about permanency she said to me I know who your permanency is and when I asked her who she said she was and that she would be there for me forever. While that put an ease to my question of my permanency I feel like I need something more. And it's not because I don't believe her but I feel its something i need to do for me. So I am going to do a permanency pact.

This is not something that have really been familiar with until recently but since adoption is not really an option for me anymore I would really like to do this among the people in my life that I would like to participate in it i just hope that when i present the idea to them when I get back that they all understand. This is something that is important to me since I am transitioning from foster care soon and I don't want to be alone with no support system when I do. ~Faithful~