I have been in foster care for 3 years and I finally got adopted at age 12. I have two sisters that are younger then me. I tried so hard to be this perfect girl but all I did was the total opposite. I got into trouble a lot, didn't follow rules, and had attachment issues. I tried so hard to be apart of my family that I had to fake it. And I finally told them 3 years later I didn't like it here and that I wasn't happy. They weren't surprised. But a couple weeks ago I did something in order to get my phone taken away indefinitely because I did the same thing over again. So I walked around in silence hoping they would cool off but now they are getting more mad at me because I won't talk. Now she's talking about an adoption disruption. my mom is basically done, and I am too. I dont want to feel like im walking on egg shells once i step foot out of my room. my mom is considering it. the website said i would go back to foster care and its likely because of my age i wont get adopted, i would age out of the system. the website is dead on me for the child lists "older age, behavior problems, attachment issues"