hi. I am in foster care and I am currently 16 years old. i am having a rough time at this home. We never go anywhere and then when my therapists comes, my foster mom lies and says we do or that I am too nervous. We are made to feel like we don't matter. I hurt my foot real bad but I only got yelled at. I want to go to another foster home and some people say it is possible but I don't know how. I don't know what to do. I wan to go into independent living because i can't go home but my parents are dragging the whole thing out. I am lost and losing hope. I went into foster care to get better but to be honest I am getting worse and that scares me. I know this is a lot but I'm out of answers. People tell me to call my caseworker or guardian ad litum but the thing is my foster mom monitors the calls so I wouldn't be able to say anything. Then if I do talk to them they'll talk to her and I'll get hell. She never wants to be wrong. I am so confused and emotionally drained. In conclusion what I am asking is, how do i go into a new foster home and is it normal for a foster parents who don't eat with us or hang out with us except for occasionally? i thought the point of going into foster care is to feel like you have a family because if you're in foster care you probably been through something before entering. Is that asking for too much? Aren't they supposed to do things with us? Am I overreacting? I'm losing hope in getting better or feeling like I am wanted or I belong.